Sometimes we leave because we really want to stay.

Sometimes, people really do feel like they don’t want to exist, like they want to curl up in a ball and hide from everyone else. They feel like life is caving in on them and they want to just go somewhere else and not feel anything at all. And I don’t think there’s anything wrong with that. And if you don’t know how it feels to feel this way, then you have no place to judge anyone who does.Sometimes you have to run away so you can see who will run after you. Sometimes you have to talk quieter, just to see who’s actually listening. Sometimes you have to take a step back, just to see who’s still standing by your side. Sometimes you have to make a wrong decision, just to see who’s there when it all falls down. Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love, just to see if they love you enough to come back . We’ll say goodbye and you’ll walk away the way you always do. Then we’ll both pretend that nothing happened and we never knew each other. Because that’s what happens. You find people, and then you lose them. And it’s those goodbyes, the ones you thought you’d never have to say that hurt the most . People are going to walk away from you in life and you’ll end up losing some of them. No matter how hard you tried, or how much you appreciated them and told them so, it will never seem like it was enough . We shouldn’t let people who aren’t worth it get to us. Focus on people who love and accept as for who we are, and shower them with the love and concern that they deserve.